her.

"aku ta kesa korang tanak kawan aku. asalkan aku dapat back up dari cikgu"

bohh. nates gyle kaw. dh la mintak maap ary tuu ta ikhlas lgsg. ko just said sorry sb kaw takut tade kawan. ohh. perangai kaw lagy teruk dr minah kwashiorkor tuu. bajet bagus sangat. blahh aaa. sial gyle. ntah ape la yang ko cerita kt cg. ou msty cerita yang ko ni ta salah? ohh DEFINITELY! andd kesian. 'prince siput' yang ko dok back up slame ni pn dh ta layan ko. well, you looks pity enough to attract teachers attention.
padan lahh pn. wtv.

ps: hadapi lawan dengan wajah tenang. HAHA :PP

first and last

yesterday was soooooo exhausted. ouh. we went to Mahkamah Syariah. ohh. photo PHOTO. i didn't take any photo. sb gyle malas. hanya menyemak di photo orang saje. bahahahh :PP ohh. as fr us, kes yg dibicara SANGAT memalukan. dengan proof dye yang gyle BEST!. but that girl siap boleh senyum lagy. perempuan apekah ituu? musykel. lantak dye laa. iduncare. balek uma, lentok terus. anyway, it was fun journey. even hanya melepak di pasar payang? *.* PANAS DAN BERPELUH ok.

wishing upon star

i wish i could turn back time. and try to be as nice as i can. I WISH.

pengajaran.

oh. kami gelak ketawa. riang. baca essay budak lemah. sendiri ta sedar kot essay macam mana. haha.

perfecto.

i just realize that my life are wayyyyy better compared to others. maybe aku sendiri yang kurang beryukur atas hidup aku yang so-called PERFECT. i don't care what others said about me. i am what i am, and your opinion is not needed.

SYAFINAS; ko patut untung ada bestfriend. aku ada tapi tade T.T

ouuh. aku tase kesabaran untuk kepergian ke mahkamah ahad ni. harap2 ada kes yang best. huhu

life is simple + complicated

story of tha Diva of DIVA diva DIVA;

sucha lazy day fr me. woke up early in the morning. *i don't want! but hv to*. outside is raining, and i wish to continue my sleep. the Queen size bed is waiting fr me. but i hv to go fr tuition. *argh* c'mon! lately i can't even hv time to wake up at noon as always i did before. haha. *ou SUWEEET LAYDIEE* SPM is just around the corner. ouh. i'm fucking nervous. back from tuition, i read SEJARAH! FOR GOD SAKE. i'm sleepy damned bored. as you can see, online-ing is what i do now :PP don't keep telling me i'm the candidate of 2008 SPM!! i wish i am not :((

cikgu, can i get the ANUGERAH GEMILANG AKADEMIK? ouh I WISH.

*dancing in the rain* i wish i can write cerpen fr paper BM. but i am not a poet or so-called orang seni. yaaah. aku hanya tahu buat facts essay. yupp, facts essay aku menarik. haha. *perasan*. ok. don't misunderstood. aku bukan budak BM. *juga bukan budak BI*. bagi aku, hanya orang sentimental yang berjiwa besar dan jiwang je rety nak tulis cerpen. ou. aku bukan type itu. BM aku atas pagar wei. how come? aku cakap tamil ke kat uma? burghhh. :0 geram gyle. *ini kisah lame. still ta puas hati.gagaga*

trial 2008

ou. i hv GOOD news.
maybe trial SPM 2008 on 4th August.

wtf!
wtf!
wtf!
wtf!
wtf!
wtf!!!

ok. let's see.
physics - 3 chapters more to go.
chemistry - 2 chapters more to go.
biology - 2 chapters more to go.

sempat ke nak habis?
sempat ke nak ulangkaji?

ouh damn nervous!

bola basket

ohh ya aku terlupa.
syafinas menangis pg tadi
sb bola basketball dye kena conteng ngan cg tarmizi.
HAHAHA :))

motif diconteng : untuk lebih mudah memahami tajuk Earth as a Sphere. keh3.

good girls gone bad

she think she's beautiful. she think she's perfect.

other thinks;
she's ugly. she's not perfect.

can we trust people?
or
can we trust teddies?

*****

SPM candidate 2008

kita dh belajar lebih kurang 11 tahun kot. lagi few months, kita ta payah dah pakai baju sekolah.. FOREVER! cool huh? but just imagine, if the result is not what we expected? haaaa. *mintak jaoh*. ohh gyle takotttt.

May Allah bless us. show us the path to success :))

love or money,

ok. cakap orang tuu
cakap orang ni.
macam aku bagus sangat?

backstabber? :(

*******

"yang baik datang daripada Allah, yang buruk semuanya daripada saya sendiri"
persoalannya; bukankah baik dan buruk datang daripada Allah jua? - Cg.Kamarul

amour

congrats drama team :))


i see.
i hv to admit that
students of SRP
are very talented
in acting. cess.
rasa cm pujy diry je.
hahaha *kidding*.

KELAB TEATER ANAK RANTAU 2007
WE DARE TO BE DIFFERENT.

madness of life. blaaa

********
okay. aku geram. aku dengki.
kitorg penat2 dptkan bnda tuu dlu.
tp ape kitorg dpt..
nothing, right?
korg pulak sedap2 dpt new things.
sedangkan, kitorg wt balek guna barang lama
yg dh berkurun2 orang guna
ok i wish them all the BEST. i hate them! argh
*pressure 138days to go spm08*

you you shuuhhh

are you good enough?
complaining others like you're the one whose perfect gylee.
whatever~






remember. Allah made us all the same.
nobody's perfect.

you tell me, i kick you

ohh don't tell me this.

aaaa. BILA SPM?
how many days to go?
right, i knew it
include today, it's gonna be 139 days to go.
did i ever realize it?
shehhh. where's my book?
where's my pen?
where's everything?
where's everyone?
OMG. i'm dyinggg :((
SPM, you make me sick! go away.
pleaseeee.

life is a ride

ohh yeay. we did it.
mr froggy was dead. DEAD!
hahaha! :))

disgusting. but amazing
cut tha skin
and see all its organ
stomach, intestine, etc
and fr god sake,
mr froggy's heartbeat does not stop.
but few hours later, it stop..FOREVER.
pity. :(

split personality

urm. drama ok laa. mayb tha chance to win is bigger. but then, don't be too confident la wei. it's just that, you know, kadang2 confident sangat ta dapat nanti selok nanges. huhu. whatever it is, can't wait to know who'll be join bm drama. heee. :PP ingat senang ke nak kekalkan champion kitorg haha. bm susahhhh wess. *evil* . ouhh. kelupaan. sharuz and ikhwan kelakar. haha. muka yang so-called serious tp ble borak2 cm hampeh jeee :O

urm. tadi masa cls pai, belajar pasal rujuk.
ustazah selit2 ah pasal kes beego tuu
then, ada laa terselit perkataan nusyuz.
aku tanya najwa nusyuz tuu ape,
aku tato sb tuu tny laaaa.
ustazah dengar pasto dye jawab nusyuz tuu bla3.
pasto dye cakap,
"kan kte dah bincang kertas pai (midyear),
kan saya dh terangkan nusyuz mas tuu,
mungkin masa kte belajar ainna tade kot"
masa tuu ok lagik..
ttbe,,
"tuu la kan saya selalu cakap kalau kelas saya jangan ta masok"
bohhhh! ta pasal2 kena.
padahal mane pernah aku ponteng cls dye. hello!
azima pn cakap kt aku yg dye tatao gk nusyuz tuu ape,
and masa ble ustazah terang pasal nusyuz tuu.
org laen wt bodoooo je, ta back up pn. ok fine!
mayb ustazah pna cakap, aku kot yg ta dngaaaaaaa

happy birthday mama

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA

i just want you to know that i love you sho muc.
nothing can express how muc i love you so.
you're tha greatest mother.
you're my idol.
LOVE YOU FOREVER.
May Allah bless you.

love xoxo, your only daughter.

a trip to beijing. 31/5 - 6/6

so. my family and i were in Beijing fr a week. and wht i could say is, the trip was soooo damn INTERESTING! though it started to get bored on 4th and 5th day. ohh. don't get me wrong, i think it was a bit lame cz we do the same thing everyday which is SHOPPING. i know. i know you know that shopping drives me crazy! but somehow when there's a lot of things around you and you don't know which one to choose. plus the price is REALLY CHEAP! fr 120 yuan, you can lower til 3yuan! such a liar bussiness, i know they got tht more cheaper. but what do i care? in Malaysia we CAN'T get tht price lol! :)) however, everyday was soo tiring. out after breakfast, back after dinner. just imagine that.fuhh. ohh yes. i LOVE to hear them speaking. somehow, we HAD a problem communicating as most of them can't speak in English either. so they just show their calculator and ask us wht price we want. then, if you are about to leave they'll pull you back to buy another things from their shop. ohh i forgot about the weather, its cold. even in the picture taken you could see as its look very the hot, but tell you what, sejuk sampai tulang laaaa. sejuk. :) ou. Beijing is real nice place to visit. i miss the trip! :PP

a few photos.
HK transit. *pic:my adek*

Beijing International Airport.

TIAN AN MEN.

FORBIDDEN CITY.

GREAT WALLON.

golongan yang sampai ke puncak. *haha*

SUMMER PALACE.

masjid.

THE ACROBATIC SHOW.

depan hotel. *pic:two groups tour*

super galak.

hey super duper gediks. watch your manners. "ohh i'm tha one who owned high *****, no one have." daa~ wtv biotch. don't ever proud of yourself. everyone hate it. bla3.

think again

place : class
period : BM

pijah's group present duhai pentafsir.
uhuu gyle lawak. pijah looks too nervous.
ok fine! sape ta nervous. haha.
that sajak pasal ketuhanan.

ttbe cg siti noor cakap;
"kadang2 kalau kita kutuk2 orang, kita ta sedar. tuhan dh buat dye g2, perangai dye g2 kita ta boleh nak buat apa. mungkin tuhan nak uji dye."
sumpah!~
ble cg cakap camtuh, i think of someone.
'you know who'. haha
think again, cg siti noor was right.
WE keep talking bout that girl lately.
andd aku paling banyak kutuk dye minggu ni.
yupp. mayb KAMI yang malang sb jumpa and kenal that girl.
anyway, i heard she's driving. haha.
flattttttieee's drive her mommy's carrr. wtv! :P

urm. cakap pasal exam. TRIAL jz around tha corner.
did you realize?? did you ever think of it?
come on guys. stop dreaming.

"kenapa ko suka ngat marah aku? padahal aku ta buat apa2 pn. aku bukannya *******. aku ta paham" bla3.. then "SPM tuttt A aku carik ko" haha. lawak2. ta boleeeee belaaaahhh.

kunun2. bahh

i've done my oral yesterday.
fortunately, that uncle tmbah markah!
tp i'm not sure bout mine, tmbah ke ta..
tp sir cakap dye tmbah.
biar aaa.
as well, my group was tha LUCKIEST group.
first group. then, aku dengan bangganya present. haha
PADAHAL.. uhh.

urm.
ok. semalam we went to meeting unit uniform.
i thought there're some discussion pasal camping.
haprak tadak. pegy2 je, tanda nama, then balik.
kalau taw, baik ta payah datang. huhu.

toooday, aku ta paham chemist. blurrr.
tapi paham aa sket2 gak, hurm. :PP

ouh. dye tuuka num. ape motif? biar aaa. like i care. haha bla3.

urm.
ouh. i jz realise that
i never attend meeting sukan permainan. haha.
tapi kenapa?? pelik gyle.
sampai lupa dh club sukan ape
tapi rupanya sek2 netball. ou girlieee. bahahaa.

*cakap je tanak on9. lihat ni ape??*

i'm cruel.

ok. tha story of today.
"BELAH KATAK!"

act, it's not today. haha
bahhh. today. while bio cls,
cg rosmizan told us to do some experiment
on tha next tuesday
fr pameran ape ntah. idk. jz do it! hee
it'll be held in bio lab.
we're going to do some blood test,
microscope plant cell, erythrocytes wtsoeva,
anddd belah katak.

huu. sounds great! :))
KATAK..
dh lame berangan nak bedah katak.
macam berany. tp ble cg tny sape volunteer,
i am one of them. haha. bantai je.
urm. but i'm not really sure pasal katak tuu.
mayb hamster kot,
if john doesn't found tha katak in rantau paya. haa

i hope it will be katak. katak. katak.
sb aku geli hamster *sb dye berbulu dan lembik. euww!*

let's pray fr katak.. :)

here we goes.

oh yup. aku terlupa.
aku excited. wahaha :))
akhirnya aku jumpa gak orang yang pna tgk cte
" The Scariest Place on Earth"

huhu. SUSAH gyle nak jumpa orang yang tengok cite tuu wei!
sb cite tuu dh lame. dr skola rendah lagy.
dye maen kat AXN.
best3. act bukan cite, lebih kepada tv show.
dye cm seekers la gak.
tapi seekers ta best lgsg! :o
huhuu. aku sangat berbesar hati nak tw sape lagy tgk cite tuu.

andd,, pasal spirit of the coin.
aku sangat berminat!
tapi,, engat aku berany ke na maen? haha
buatnya, si hantu tamo alek,,
naya aku. ta pepasal je

urm. anyway, i miss skuasy. really do., argh.
skuasy. skuasy. skuasy.!
aku ta saba nak balun skuasy lagik. SKUASY!
wait fr me!!

oups. i love him :))

to my dearest hero, En. EZANI MOHD HUSSAIN.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

i love you ayah! thanks fr everything.
thanks fr being there through tears and laughter.
you raised me to be a better person.
and fr that i'm your no. 1 fan!
you taught me everything i know.
i love you ayah. and that's wht you should knew.
and now that i've grown.
i'll never forget deep love that you've shown.
and now all that's left to say,,
is
ALLAH BLESS YOU, AYAH

you're tha hero of mine. love youuu always.

xoxo, your only daughter

nervous day

today sepatutnya ada oral ngan uncle/aunty nazir.
but.......... last minute, dorg ta jadik dtg.
imagine la wehh.
ko nga nervous like hell dr pagy,
last2 kul12.45
sir cakap they're not coming today.
fiuhhh.! lega. but in tha same time, agak geram.
tapi suka! haha

tp.. dh agak dh. msty ta dtg.
sb lame gyle tunggu.
sume orang pn cm dh malas nak practise part dorg.
everybody keep talking and talking dlm bilik SAL.
too many stories.
start dr cite motor, then ghost stories,
and then pasal bulan pula, pasal kubur
&& bnyakkkk la lgy.
around 1pm sume macam dh nak balik
rupanya tersangkut lam cls.
pasal dengar cite hantu pulak.
*pijah nak takutkan saya. tp ta jadik. hehehe*

ouh. lupe. masa assembly tadi.
i've got something from Kelab Penyayang Sekolah.
haha birthday wtsoeva.
dh la nga borak2 ngan hidayah, siap gelak2 agy
ttbe name kena pangel. wt cuak je.
ok. tuu je nak cakap. huuu.

teater p.ramlee

aku rasa kalau aku mati,
terbukak mata kot.
sb aku kuciwa..
ta dpt tengok TEATER P.RAMLEE THE MUSICAL.

pendek kata, wahai junior2.
jangan percaya cakap sir.
last year janjy ngan kitorg,,
kalau menang kebangsaan
nak bawak kitorg g tgk teater p.ramlee.
patutnya, last year dh bawak.
tp masa tuu ngan exam final,
so hasrat itu dibantutkan.
kami terima dengan reda.
then, ble dapat tw this year teater tuu maen balik
kitorg pn tuntut la janjy.
tp sir dengan MACAM MACAM MACAM alasan.
hampeh btol.

aku geram. aku kebulor teater p.ramlee.
maybe korg ta paham.
ok, teater ialah..
once you've taste it, you'll never forget it.
dan korg akan kebulor macam aku. *hahaha*

satisfied or not?

aku bukan target skola! puas haty? T.T

facts.

ok. aku amat terasa. tp let bygone be bygone. malas laa nk pk wei. kadang2 even there's a lot of friends around me, but still i feel empty. rasa dorg cm jauh gyle ngan aku. cm bumi ngan pluto. idk why. hurm. anyway, besok oral bi. kalau boleh, aku nak LARIIIII! aku benchy oral. menyusahkan hidup student!.

erk. aku ta satisfied lagy ngan result aku. sangat TIDAK. aku nak belajar semua! tapi aku tato nak start dari mana? aku tato. aku tato. and one thing yg aku ta suka, kalau ko belajar just admit it! ta payah la nak cakap 'aku dok uma ta belajar pn. main game and wtsoeva'. as a matter of fact, ko belajar gyle2. asal sosa sangat ke nak cakap ko belajar? hurm. ok, kirenya ko nak cakap ko tuu emg genius ahh. tayah belajar pn tape, result dh gyle gempak. wtv dude. *haha* [ sape2 terasa nasib ahh. aku bengangssss. ]

ok, sape2, jangan tanya aku belajar ke ta. aku ta suka soklan tuu. sb kalau aku cakap aku belajar, tapi result aku ampeh je msty korg ngutuk 'cakap belajar tp'. same goes to, kalau aku cakap aku ta belajar skly result aku tha bomb, msty org kata 'cakap ta belajar, typu ah'. soooo, sng cte, tengok la result. kalau ok, maknanya belajar, biar ta belajar pn. kalau result ta ok, anggap je aku ta belajar. paham? hesh. sosa tol jadik alien. wee :))
SBB TU BLE ORG TNY AKU, AKU CM SUSAH JE NAK JAWAB.
*aku bukannya suka cakap aku ta belajar. at least aku pegang gak buku an.*

gifted

aku tucen admath. tapi org yang ta tucen admath pn leh dapat gyle tgi markah dr aku. memang aku bukan gifted sebagai genius. uh wtv. tadi blajar trigo, aku pn tato aku paham ak. apa aku leh cakap, trigo memang SANGAT gyle. yg mula2 ok la. paham la jugak. then ble part kena prove tuu, wow tbakar fius otak wei. in fact, fius otak aku pn dh terbkar sampai aku tengok whiteboard tuu blur gyle. cg tanya aku paham ak, aku cakap 'ok'. PADAHAL... *Allah je tahu* HAHA

result aku nampak macam banyaaaaak je A. padahal yg sume tuu subjek so-so. alhamdulillah la jugak dapat A. tapi subjek sc sume kiok. kadang-kadang pk, aku nih agaknya bukan dilahirkan ntuk jadik budak cls sc kot. lalala. biarlah. naik2 sket2 owp? huhu :))

physics

ok, kenapa physics semua org macam B. aku je ke C?? wtf.

mid term

result mid-term.
6A 1B 3C 1D.

ouh. aku benchy gyle result nih. ok fine, org cakap aku patut syukur. ya, aku syukur la nihh. at least aku ada A kan. tapi apa guna ada A kalau ada C ngan D? haish. account la aku geram gyle. bnda tuu patut leh dapat A, aku g ta engat format la apa la. kalau ta, sedap2 je dapat 7A. ok, aku benchy orang yg dapat banyakkkkk sangat A. apa yg dorg makan sampai pandai sangat?? ok. tape. trial ada lagy. huhuu chaiyo2. at least, TOV 5A meningkat OTI 1 6A. biar naek satu je pn. andddd. act result aku ada turun naik. yg turun bnyaaaakkk sangat. yg naik, satu dua tiga markah je. hampeh gyle. yg geram ble ada markah 59 ngan 49. kenapa 9? biar ahhh. "AINNA, SYUKUR LA WEI!"

erm. target skola 5 orang je. && ternyata aku BUKANlah orang yang dimaksudkan sebagai target skola kann. tapi, jom kawan. kita tunjuk kat cg dorg salah sb ta target kte. hua3 jahat. :))

anyway, syfns cakap 'tumpu kat subjek yang ko lemah. cm C and D tuu'. thx peanut. i will follo youuuu.. wherever you goooo. hahaha. kalau result aku bagus, aku engat ko hingga akhir hayatkuuu. ececehh :PP

*aku berfirasat result tahun ni amat baik. insyaAllah. amin*

view of life

ary neh ta g skola. haha
pegy seminar pembangunan sahsiah kat r.o.
time : 8.30am - 5.30pm
and here's tha story.

session 1
kitorg dibahagi kepada group2.
every group ada 10 org.
tp kitorg 7,8 orang je.
tape la. then, kitorg diberi tugasan:
1. nama group
2. logo
3. moto
4. kata-kata nasihat

logo kitorg idea arina; bentuk love ada sayap.
konon2 macam angel la. haha.
ok la. cuma agk kelihatan jiwang semacam je. tehee :PP
then. nama group : COMMUNITY OF KITA; idea syfns
moto : the lower we fall, the higher we fly.
kata - kata nasihat :
"siapa berusaha pasti berjaya, siapa menanam akan dapat hasilnya"
but in arabic language la.

pasto, rehat makan meehun. aku ta abes. sb ta sedap. huhu

session 2
kitorg masok dewan balek. dye ceramah2 sket pasal ape ntah. aku ta dnga sangat sb bosan. huhu. tapi aku salin apa dye cakap. so, guane tuu? :))

pasto, lunch and solat zohor. ok. makan agak ok.erm surau r.o gyle best. klo la skola rantaw pny surau g2, sokmo la aku g solat. solat sunat agy. haha

session 3
masok dewan balek. ustaz tuu tunjuk vid kat palestin. seriously, rasa macam nak nangis. in fact, dh nangis pn. tapi aku ta rasa tyme tuu ramai gyle nangis kot. ta pasan seb gelap. vid tuu agak menginsafkan. kalau nak banding kita ngan remaja palestin, jauhhhh sangat. dorang perang sana sini. berani tegakkan agama. ceh3 :PP ada pulak budak kecik yang tato pape mati kena tembak, ada yang buta, ada yang putus kepala. betul, sape2 tengok pn mesti geram kat yahudi. budak2 kat sana dari kecik dh tanam semangat nak lawan yahudi. ada yang cakap " kalau kami diberi senjata, kami akan lawan yahudi". in fact, ta bagi senjata pn dorang berany g depan kereta kebal baling batu. pasto, bangunan dorang senang2 je kena bom ngan yahudi. ngok pny yahudi. geram aku! kadang2 terfikir gak kan, kita dok Malaysia hidup aman gyle pn still nak merungut tu la ni la. belajar pn malas *aku tuju kat diry sendiri ok*. n aku ngaku, aku sangat malas solat. kadang2 ada gak tinggal. tapi insaf doh. palestin, even orang nga perang2 pn dorang bole ag solat kt tgh2 jalan raya. dorang cakap dorang lawan yahudi dengan iman je. pasto, banyak la lagy dalam vid tuu. ta silap vid tuu sejam lebih kot. lenguh gak tgk tapi best. erm. aku bukan nak tunjuk alim or tunjuk baik kan. tapi bnda tuu act bole insafkan kita. huhu. then, macam biasa la. kalau xtv cam ni mesti selit2 pasal 'buat budak nangis ngan menyelitkan unsur pasal parents'. benda ni aku cukup ta suka! dh banyak kaly dh, sampai naik boring tau ak. mule2 aku nangis gak. lame2 malas ahh. hoho. anyway, ada budak row kiri aku nangis bapak teruk. haish. kesian pn ada. tapi nak gelak je rasa. haha. kuat gyle nangis. budak laky plak, mostly tunduk. tato a nangis ak. konon2 nak control macho ah. hahaha

pasto, balek uma. the end~


anyway, aku sangat ta suke budak laky skola laen. galok sangat. TA SUKE! nak2 lagy la kalau that gal yg dorg kacau layan balek tuu, macam nta pape. tergedik sana tergedik sini. behave yourself la dude. buat malu skola je. nasib baik budak laky skola aku baek, ta galok2 ngan pmpoan. klo ta, ta ngaku schoolmate uh. hahaha. *paan dahan, shazni terkecuali* haha

p/s: act g benda ni sb malas nak g class. huhu :PP

perfect situation;weezer

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm a hero, but I'm a zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
And I just pass through...

singing...
ooooooh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.
Singing...
ooooooh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?

singing...
oooooooh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.
Singing...
oooooooh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.

[solo]

oooooooh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
oooooooh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh Oohh.
Singing...
ooooooooooooooh owoooooo owoooo owo owooooooooo

ooooooooooooooooooooo owo owoooooo wwwowwwo wowowoww
woooooooowoooowooooooooooooow

piano lesson

aku gyle piano! pas SPM aku nak blaja piano!!
aku ta kre, aku nak gak. ape nk jadik, jadik laa.
*evil laugh*

cite lame. haha

TERENGGANU ; TEATER PUTERI HANG LI PO. JOHAN.

L vs P

i found it in someone's blog. read it. funny. but it's true in real life. :))

Kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: wow, cool giler...
kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: eh perasan bagus...

kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody's perfect
kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
perempuan akan cakap: memang.... muka pun macam pecah rumah!

kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia...

kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat...
kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!

kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada..
kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata:...(terdiam, tapi telunjuknya
meliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengok saja luarannya)...

kalau lelaki handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang
kalau lelaki tak handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

kalau lelaki handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: matching... hebat luar dalam
kalau lelaki tak handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: bang, bosnya mana?...

kalau lelaki handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
kalau lelaki tak handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan kata: tak sanggup melihat hasilnya ya?...

kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap:ini barulah lelaki gentlemen
kalau lelaki tak handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap: naluri pembantu, memang begitu....

kalau lelaki handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan cakap: let me be your shoulder to cry on
kalau lelaki tak handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan kata: kuat nangis!! lelaki ke bukan ni?

tadi

btol cakap pijah.
"nty msty dye update kt blog"
haha :PP

td pijah, pinat, syerah, arina, nabila melepak kt uma aku
SANGAT sangat tato malo.
dtg dh a tbe2. makan lak tuu.
pasto pijah ngan pinat dok ta smpai stgh jam
dh nak blah. ta bes lgsg.
then, nabila pn balek.
tapiiiii, syerah ngan arina lepak LAME gyle.
bese ahh dorg emg g2. bahhaha.

p/s: esok korg g motivasi ngan cmne wei? dr skola ke. tros dr uma?

huhu

belajar kerana Allah?
cmne?

pretending

pretending to be happy,, evryday.
is it a MUST?
being happy, even it's not yourself either.
jz wanna entertain ppl around you.
should you?
if you're in not-so-happy zone,
jz pretend to be tha way you are.
don't hurt yourself then.
you can't cure tha pain
like pretend to be happy all tha tyme.
be yourself, not who they wanna to be.

*sorry. my eng is not-so-good. i even
hardly to score in my eng paper
bahh. but im'm learning day by day*

emoish.

friends are made not to be destroyed.
huhu.
kenapa dalam dunia ni
msty ada orang yg dengki ngan orang?
dengki ah ngan haiwan pulak ke.
macam monyet, beruk dan sebagainya.
ni ta, asek dengki ngan orang.
orang dapat markah tgi pn dengki.
in fact, it was good thing, right?
envy. get out of human life la!
don't destroy homosapiens macam kami.
lalala.

pasny aku tamo maen2 agy.
tapi sape kata aku nk stop maen?
aku jz kata tamo maen2 je. ahaha.

i need motivator right now! i really need :(
sb aku cm dh down gyle je ble dekat2 SPM neh.
tuntasnya, aku SANGAT takut.
aku takut result aku terok cm PMR.
cme tyap2 ary aku cm sedapkan haty,
aku cakap kt diry aku;
ta semestinya kalah tyme PMR, ko akan kalah forever.
kalau struggle insyaAllah boleh.
aku jz tanak over confident,
tapi tade la sampai ta confident lgsg.

aku goyang sket ble tengok org cakap,
"10A1 in my hand"
aku ta paham cmne dorg confident sangat?
haish. bia lahh. not my life then.

erm. mama nak amek bibik br.
tp bibik br tuu dh lary.
bayang ahh, br 2 hary dtg Malaysia dh lary.
ngok tol. seb bek keja ngan auntie aku kt kl dlu.
kalau ta, ko emg tade tmpat ahh nk lary kt tganu neh.
silap2 ko boleh sesat. hahaha
pasto, yg ta puas aty nye.
asal lak kalau bibik lary,
majikan yg kena blacklist.
lagy satow kesengetan government.
ape dye engat, majikan tu suka sangat ke bibik dye lary.
senget laaa wei. ta pk ke. dodol btol.

cuty-cuty

I'M PROUD LIVING IN TERENGGANU!!

today is holiday. today is cuty.
haha tha whole tganu dapat cuty.
sb SUKMA menang.
ayah aku ah happy skly. keh3
aku bangun2 je
tengok ayah aku tade.
upenye awal2 dh g maen golf.
cinpeng tol :PP

urm. ary nih azima ada prtandingan lagu dan puisi.
dye mintak kitorg dtg bg support.
aku dh siap2 nak g dh ni.
tengal nk gosok tudung je.
malang tidak berbau,
tudung aku gosok terbakar.
kan dh berlubang!
dh la tudung mama.
mampus ahh aku kena nty.
adeih. takut!
dh bpe kly dh aku g 'bakar' tudung mama.
hahaha. sian2.
ternyata, aku emg tade bakat dalam gosok menggosok.
ta paham tol. hesh.
so; aku ta pegy la bg support kt azima
sb aku dh ta brany nk gosok tudung lain.
sorry azima! SORRY!

*aku traumaaa. tobat ta gosok tudung da pasny*

journey of day 1st

hoho. ary neh mostly paper yg aku dapat, A.
tapi sato dapat D7. bahaaaha.
paper laen2 tuhh confirm bukan A, bukan B.
mayb C or D jugakk. ta pn fail teros. tehee :PP
result banyak yg drop. booo malu. malu.
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tadi kat skola, cite2 pasal saka? badi? tah. wtv.
best3. cg lambat masok kitorg pn borak2.
MEMANG macam budak SPM. hhaha.
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anyway, now it's raining outside.
but how come aku rasa gyle panas bilik neh.
saba je ahh.
pasang aircond? uih. bil tgi, kan minyak naek. haha
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urm. aku risau bio leeee.
cmne nak kasik ebat neh.
lemahhh. asek turun naik je.
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urm. not tho forget,
bout hanisah couple with alif mat anah.
BUKAN AKU YG MENG-KECOH.
tuan punya badan snirik kecoh ok! lalala :))
wtv dude.
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PERHATIAN;
bg pendapat saya,
ustazah norzilan sangat sangat SANGAT comel!
haha. "boboy" "gigirl" aaaa. comel gyle doe
frankly speaking,
she's my idol. hahaha :))

seni teater.

Teater adalah tempat persembahan - persembahan kesenian yang dilakonkan di hadapan penonton secara langsung menggunakan kombinasi pertuturan, gerak isyarat, muzik, tarian, bunyi dan sebagainya.

laaa.
kebulor nak tngok teater p ramlee musical!
ahh. sir nihh ngade a
dh janji padahal. cett. :((
ntah cmne aku bole menat teater,,
since masok teater kot. haha.
teater susahh tapi best.
teater susahh tapi puas.
teater susahh tapi unik.
ya, aku peminat teater.
sape2 ta menat jan sebokk2.
huhuu.

*ta saba nak tao sape budak drama bm tahun neh*

you eat. i eat

ouh ya. lupe.
aku ta lalu makan la wei.
maybe aku wendu cina tuhh masak.
bahahaa :PP
adeih. padahal bibik aku masak mcm sedap.
tp cm ta lalu je.
haish. unbelievable.
tapi mcm bagus.
kalau ta lalu makan sampai akhir tahun
kurus laa aku wei. BEST! :O
ta saba ta saba.
*lol*

go away from me.

uhh. ya. aku addicted tho cadbury. aku habiskan sorang2 cadbury blackforest yg bersaiz lebih kurang separuh buku teks dalam masa satu hari. wahh wahh wahh. aku semakin meng-improve-kan diry ntok bertembam lagy. sudah2 la wei, come back tho real life, aku si kembang. hahaha. cess. mengarut. damn bored. hw still not finished yet. MALAS. kenapa aku malas. suka hati laaa. hurm. ok, fine. aku sangat bengang dengan sorang nih. malas ah cite. huohuo :PP azam semester baru; tanak mengumpat. *hahahah* bluek. yo yo o je. weee. besok start skola. jumpa muka rakan-rakan ku yang comel lote. hahaha *bajek* urm. anyway. mungkin blogging is not tha right things tho do now. study study. urm. jealous ahh. arina siap g kem agy mase cuty. hidayah pulak confirm study. yang lain aku tatao. tapi, konklusinya mereka study! kenapa rajin? hesh..

skolaaaa

BACK TO SCHOOL.!
aaaaa. best? best? BEST?
school? no idea. lalala.
apa itu buku?
apa itu meja?
apa itu kerusi?
whiteboard pulak?
ntahh. kemalasan.
timetable fr tomorow hilang lagy.
malas ah bawak buku g skola.
*suke2 je* bahhhaha :))
last hols fr spm candidate., maybe.
ayuh kita belajar. huhuu :PP

topup

ada orang topup kan aku rm5.
sape? sape? SAPE?
haha. biar sket je pn, asal duet.
haha. baek aty ahh orang tuh.
wei sape2 topup kan aku lagy,
aku doakan SPM dye straight A.
bahahaa! :PP
jom mari ramai2 topup kan akuuu!!

fs

Kenapa fs amat bangang.
taleh read comment? duhh~
dh la. aku mayb last on9 malam2 neh.
adeih laa.
spm wei.

SPM

SPM just around tha corner.
enough said. i'm stress.
bila nak belajar ni? takut takut TAKUT.

situation;
she : kakak form bpe skg?
me : form 5.
she : ohh. periksa ahh tahun ni.
me : ha'a.

*with her looks macam "ko dh nak exam, asal dok relax lagy"

bohhh. tension sial.
aaaaaaa. kenapa.
situation nih aku dh banyak kaly kena.
benchy. benchy. BENCHY.

boleh ak nak exam next year.
i'm not ready yet.
form 4 ta cover lagy.
orang lain masa cuty siap g kem ag.
aku lak g relax2 holiday. macam bongok.

tagged again by syfns

PERFECT LIFE PARTNER.
p/s: ape ahh. tanya soklan cenggini. tapi ok ah, kdg2 ta te pk gk. haha

How tall should they be?
- taller than me.

What should they weigh?
- average.

What hair color should they have?
- ta kesa. asal sesuai ngan muke dye. hahaha

What kind of personality should they have?
- caring, loving, protective, etc.

Older or younger?
- older.

Serious or carefree?
- both.

Spontainous or hesitant?
- both.

Brutally honest or tight-lipped?
- both.

Beautiful or intelligent?
- intelligent. beautiful? cute aa. hee :PP

Movie or a restaurant?
- prefer movie. restaurant ok gak

What film actor should they most be like?
- urm. tanak. nak muka dye sendirik. bahahaa :))

What singer should they most be like?
- ntah.

Should they make all the money?
- yes.

Do they need to cook?
- yupp. bagus tuhh. aku ta ety masak oit.

What is their best body part?
- eyes. haha

What body part do you not care about?
- urm..ntah

Desk job or physical labour?
- ta kesa mane2

What car should they drive?
- BMW. bukan driver BMW ok. haha

What one thing completely turns you off?
- menipu, playboy, hot-tempered. [padahal nak satu je.haha]

What one thing completely turns you on?
- nice tho me.

Who do you wanna tag?
- pijah
- syahirah

lalalaa

SPM..
how many days to go?
aina is wasting her time.
doing this, doing that.
looking this, looking that.
ahh. belajar lahh wei.
haish. no mood to study.
hw ta siap lagy.
buku cakna ms bpe wei??
bio 60% dh siap.
account dh siap.kot.

ntahh.
dh aa nak g kua mamam luu.
hidup untuk makan! chaiyo2!

survey again

Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people...
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!

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1. fieqa
2. syahirah
3. syafinas
4. phaez
5. najwa
6. nashriq
7. azri
8. hanisah
9. pijah
10. aina
11. kak iffa
12. wani
13. jambu

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How did you meet 10?
#in beijing.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
#haha. never.

Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
#haha. if they're les.

Are you good friends with 13?
#yes.

Do you think 5 is cute?
#yes. in her own way.

Something about number 1?
#tall

How did you meet 8?
#school

What's 7's favorite color?
#orange

What would you do if 6 just confessed that they liked you?
#haha. i like you too. keh3 :PP

Fact about 9?
#funny

What does 1 do for a living?
#ntah

Would you ever live with 12?
#yes. muh cuzen.

Is 2 single?
#idk. ask herself.

Where does 7 live?
#kg baru kot.

What do you think about 2?
#kecik.

Whats the worst and best thing about 5?
#worst:tho emo.best:sometimes can giv good advice.

Who is 11 going out with?
#idk. i just know her.

What do you like about number 3?
#who said i like her?? hahaha. kidding. jan marow :PP

cure fr boredome

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
#am i getting fatter?? ahaaa

2. How much cash do you have on you?
#urm. 10yuan. hahaha :))

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
# aaa??

4. Favorite planet?
#PLUTO!

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
#idk.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
#skuasy. hee

8. Do you "label" yourself as anything?
#materialistic

9. Name the shoe brand you are wearing.
#nike

10. Bright or Dark room?
#both

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
#creative. haha

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
#sleep.

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
#"melbourne..dkt kn?"

15. Where is your mailbox?
#did i hv one? ahaha

16. What's a phrase that you say a lot?
#tao tapek.

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
#mama. ayah.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
#cookiey

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
#never.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
#sweet sixteen.

22. Your worst enemy?
#kerink. ahaha

23. Current image on your desktop?
#prefects.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
#"cepat la sket, akak nak guna pulak"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
#million bucks.

26. Do you like someone?
urm. mama. ayah. family. friends. cousins.

27.what was the last song you listened to?
#lollipop - lil wayne

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
#no. i'll hide behind him or her. bahahaa :PP

29. If you could punch one person in your life right now, who would it be?
#dye. haha

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
#laptop. haha

i've been tagged

i've been tagged by syfns and pijah.

The rules are:

1. The rules of the game is to be posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to do the tag.



What was I doing 10 years ago?
aaaaa *lost memory*

Five things on my to-do list today :

* tydo
* rehat
* online
* tydo
* tydo

Five snacks I enjoy :

* chipsmore
* cadburry black forest!!
* cadburry!
* cadburry!
* mr potato

Five things I would do if I were a billionaire :

* buat uma ntok old folks ngan anak yatim.
* bagi mama ngan ayah.
* letak lam bank.
* holiday and shopping!
* belanja sumowg.

Five of my bad habits :

* malas
* hw ta siap.
* suka tgk tv lame2.
* maen game ta hingat bumi.
* MALAS. tp rajin sket, ble ade mood ahh

Five places I have lived :

* taman keramat.
* kerteh.
*
*
*

Five jobs I've had :

* jage koop. haha
* tukang marah budak. :PP
*
*
*

Five people I tag :

no one. hee

PLKN

kenapa org sebok cakap sal plkn?
kenapa?? KENAPA?
dh nak kwa listname ke??
haihh.
wat takot je.
aku tamo g. TAMO!

beijing

i'm back! BACK! BACK!
heee. i miss beijing sho muc :PP

*few photos will upload soon* kalau gwe rajen.

hurm
one thing i want to say is::
Beijing is a GREAT place!
panas tapy sejukk. bukan cm mesia yang panas lagy HOT!
semalam kuar je KLIA, bpeluh btol.
hesh. macam kena panggang.
huuu.
btolak from KLIA, dalam pkul 2 kot.
transit HK, 2jam kot.
sampai Beijing, pkul 12am.
airport dorg best bangat. KLIA kecik. bahahaa :PP
kat sana ::
subuh; 3.30am
zohor; 12.15pm
asar; 5.20pm
maghrib; 7.40pm
isyak; 9.00pm

forbidden city; penat dan LETIH. jaoh dan BESAR. tapi lawaaa
summer palace; sejuk macam ice. ada ibu suri yang perasan lawa. bahaha :0
great wall; BADALING.. curam dan GAYAT. ketar kaki oi. sejukk. bendera merah.
perkampungan kuno Hutong; chanteq. naik beca. lalu jalan kecik dan BUSUK. haha
shopping; 800yuan boleh tawar jadik 20yuan. cess. MURAH!