she said.

ok. first, negaraku ta jadik. i don't blame anyone. mayb it's my fault. dun worry, we do pretty well in 'akal budi'. ahha. i think i'm the one who semangat gyle nyanyi. hehe. maluu.

ok i did'nt smile at all mse koir. fullstop!

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today, peanut syerry and atikah dapat offer pegy kem elit negery. i'm JEALOUS! haha. most of us just dapat kem daerah je. but, better than nothing.

she's crying. aku rasa bersalah je.
aku emg manusia yang ta pna bersyukur.

annoys.

i think i'm annoying.
i irritate people around me.
i'm rather to be hated by you you and you.

i'm ANNOYING!

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ok. i'm just wake up from my lovely dream.
all this while, i've been dreaming tht SPM is farrr way to go.
NO! you see; it is N.O.
i said no. don't you see it faking lil munkey.
ohh my darling SPM, pls go away. pleaseeee.
i hate you! sho muc.
duhh. do you hear me? i said GO!

nowhere else babe.

to: LIA KHARUNNISA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE :P
*balek mesia ta getw!*
*datang Kerteh ta getw!*

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we skipped EST class. yes, we are SPM CANDIDATE. haha

tadi raihana datang.
dengan kakak dye.
KAK AINI, dye dah lain wei!
cun gyles babi.
it's not that aku nak cakap dye ta cun dulu
cuma lebih lebih lebih cun now.

**ENVY**

dye KURUS seyh!
dulu sixty something, skg 51kg.
aku rasa nak meroyan je tadi. aaaaaaa
andd macam biasa,
soalan yang wajib ditanya;
"camne boleh kurus gyle?"
hehe. KAMI dapat secret dye. suke suke suke!
aku dah berfikir2 nak buat
tapi benda 2 macam terlampau ekstrim.
kalau boleh, aku nak kurus befo raya.
aku tanak shopping masa gemuwk!
nanti ta dapat beli baju yang aku nak.
tapi aku tanak aa kang mse SPM sakit. fobia.
yang pasti; lepas SPM aku nak diet! aku ta kre!

ps: :"jom jog petang ney?" "ok". *hampehh je. masing2 senyap bila balik uma. haha*

caring-galok-jahat-kenyang-gumbira

ok. now. it's annoys me! ohh please. stop it buduh.

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"ko rasa sek2 tuu kutuk kita tak?"
"mestilah"
"tapi kan, apa yang dorg boleh kutuk pasal kita?"

"betul jugak eh. takde apa yang dorg leh kutuk sal kita. hahahahaa"

hahaha. kinda stupid question.


continue; dalam kereta.

"tapi kan, kalau dye kutuk kita pn. mesti dye cakap kita gemuk."
"tapi kalau dye nak cakap macam tuu pn, kita bukannya gemuk sangat."
"ermmm."

so-called-mengada ngada-gedik-evil-devoted-the pearl-coyotito.

whatever i did, i'm not good enough.

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urm. i'm just wondering,
kenapa kau bertukar weh? ha3
dulu kau anti dye, skg?
shit! bestfriend siod.

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anyway, just wanna flashback.
few months ago;
i've been involved in MSSM fr the first time,
andd yeah, i know. i'm not perform well
enough said, i am not deserved
to join the most prestige event.
*well, i'm just a forth player and reserve*
but it's all LUCK.
my next next year after PMR06 was bombastic.
*even my PMR result was sucks. really*
but i live my life to the fullest.
and my life seems like happily ever after. haha.
*ok, cut the crap*
i'm bored. i'm STARVED! geeee~

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aku rasa aku dh ta bangun lewat bpe minggu dah.
weekend je msty ada benda.
cls tambahan, camping, kem.
cikgu, sy mahu rehat. adoi.

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dh lama ta g kuantan wei.
i'll make sure pengorbanan aku ney worth it. AHHHH!

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"aina, anak kau nanti letak nama Mohd Coyotito."

HAHAHA. ngoks betul orang tua tuu.

sejarah dunia.

terima kasih tuhan. terima kasih rakan.

them.

mula mula kau. lepas tu kau pulak. dan kau dan kau.
*unbelievable*

kau dan kau. maybe lepas ni pulak. sape tahu?

semua sebab dia.

still can't believe this.

ps: moral value; no matter wht, people change.

cuzie.

i don't know wht to blog about.
feel wanna post this pix.
so, here it is.

relief.

i'm so touched.
cg siti noor asked me a favour.
do some text fr pidato. *untuk intan*
heeeee. am i really good in BM? :))
sherhh. cool.
ouh. don't get me wrong,
i'm not proud of myself.
i'm just TOUCHED.
i'm hardly score in BM recently.
compared to past years.
and i don't know why.

urm. extra cls fr today was bio.
and i've an enemy. who? IDK.
he/she stole my book. my TEXTBOOK.
i've been looking the whole cls,
but still can't find it.
so, i was attend bio cls w/out my Biology textbook.
and wht make a relief,
after the cls end
my book is there. YES. on my bag.
i don't know who's doing that.
but thank god, i've found it anyway.
tehee :PP

ps:my SEJARAH textbook and BUKU CAKNA ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS also missing. can anyone please find it fr me? i'm give up duhh~

.

hello, tolong jangan nyepey kt aku leh ak?
tolong jangan nak tergedik2 kt aku.
rimas siod. haha

kem easymath.

urm. 2nd day, was okay. okay, okay, okay.
quite sleepy at first,
then it turns gempak bila cg ishak mengajar.
hua3. everybody's laughing out loud. :PP
hoping tht tomorrow he's teaching again,
cz other teachers make us more more more sleepy.
sampaikan ada budak yang tydo. hahaha.
andd, you know what.
orang belakang kami sangat annoying!
bising bango!
nyanye nyanye,
borak ngan mmber macam member dye dok satu batu jauh,
pasto pangey2 mmber laky dye yg dok few lines depan kitorg,
GERAM GYLE! argh!
what the hell is she doing there?
nak belajar ke nak bergaloks??
irritating tahap.
aku ngan azima,
dh hint gyle babi suruh senyap.
tapi ta sedar2.

ps:"shut up azima!" haha
ps: S.H.E's driving. kena saman br padan muka.

bahas-ing,

hari ni kem easy math. first day.
urm. okay la. macam bese. mengantuk.
tp bila tyme borak2 je segar gyle babeng.
hohoho.

BDW, jmpe budak bahas skola kijal ngan chukai plus SID.
hahaha. iya. ta typu. hoho.
yang paling panas, jmpe budak chukai uh.
*yang bahas bermodalkan shampoo dan clorox tuu*
*perempuan ok. bukan per**** bersiri tuu*
panas hati lagy. adehh. :P
hidayah ntah ke mana ngan awok lame dye.
so, masa lunch,
aku ngan arina pegy je la tegur budak tuu.
actually nak MEnganjing je. hahaha

A: arina, B: aku, C: budak chukai tuu

A: HAI!!
B: *aku just melambai.hee*
C: *dye pn melambai*
A: ingat ta kitorg?
C: *mke cm blur*. macam pernah nampak.
B: budak bahas. :)
A: alaa. sekolah rantau. yang KALAH tuu. hahaha.
C: haa. padan la macam pernah jumpa.
A: so, negeri pny bila?
C: dh lepas dah.
B: menang ke?
C: tak. nombor 3. firrrst, erm sheikh. ehh tak tak. smk tok jiring.
C: tapi. kitorg supposed to menang dengan sheikh.
A & B: ok la tuu num 3.
kawan C: ok la. better than nothing.
and bla3....
then,
B: ok lah kitorg blah dulu. :)

g2 ahh lebih kurang. perhatikan ye, dy sebut,, 'FIRRRRSST'. haha. jahat goh aku. *kes ta puas haty kalah ngan dye* teheee :PP

.gagaga.

i've finished my folio.
andd i've sent it!
wht a bless.
and and anddd, know what,.
we had a conversation,
me and peanut with cg jamy.
i told cg about
john's copying my folio and bla3.
huh. lega sket.
dari pagi, syerry and me was like
huhhh *panas hati*.
pasal that copying kind of things,
yg amat menusuk jiwa macam
dipijak gajah dan ditendang
oleh badak. burghh. geram.
just imagine,
you've done it fr hours and hours,
then others just copying it.
or can i said photostat-ing.
bengangs.

ps: apa yang korang buat dengan titik peluh korang? could you guys please tell me.

urm. naqib is moving. to Melaka? kot. or Sudan terus? ohh. idk. pity him.

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urm. budak. sowe wei, aku bukan nak mawa ko. aku nga tekangg.

huhu. tade kne ngena ngan statement di atas. besok satow famly aku g melaka sb ada family day bpk aku. aku sorg je ta ikot. ade kem easymath. arg! geram. urm. urm. pagi tadi, cg siti nor panggil aku. engatkan pasal ape, hw ta buat ke, essay ta lengkap ke. rupanya, dye offer aku masuk pidato. uhhh. best. malangnya, aku tolak. aaaaa. mcm agak regret jugek, yelaa sijil pidato best ou da la dr dulu aku teringin nak masuk. last2, ble dapat offer aku g tolak. sbb aku tolak; aku takut bnyak tinggal study. macam kes bahas ngan skuasy dulu. 3 minggu ta masuk cls. pale otak dh bengaps gyle. so; langkah berjaga2; aku tolak sume pape yg di offer. macam kem pandu pu3 negeri. huaa nyesal. tapi lantak ahh. haha. 'let bygone be bygone' ..ohh. btw, cg cakap nak amek f4 ntok pidato. rasanya frhlina. tatow ah. lalala.

ketidakpuasan hati.

hari ni aku buat folio lagik. aku buat balik, bukan fr the 2nd time, bukan fr the 3rd time, tapi dh banyak2 time. aku benganggg aku BENGANGS. bongok pny john! ade ke penat2 aku buat folio tuhh berjam-jam, senang2 je dye g KD photostat folio aku bulat2. boddddo pny keling. argh!! so, aku TERPAKSA print balik gne font lain untuk folio aku! kau tahu tak, yang aku telah buat satu kerja yang GYLE membazir!! abes ink bapak aku. dh la minyak mahal. aku g membazir ink lak. hoho. :P
budak kre lak suki2 je copy folio org. cg jamy ahh blembut sgt ngan dorg. dorg baru nak buat hari ni pn cg ta marah. padahal dh kena hantar folio tu besok. cbe kalau budak ino yang buat pangai g2, ase dah lame kena marah. hesh. ta fair langsung!

dot dot dot

ngeeeha. project addmath dah siap! suki suki. wuohoho! :PP
i feel like walk on air. bahaha :))

ouh. erm. erm. erm. aku just bagi pendapat aku. sebab aku ta suka. yela. mungkin aku ta pernah rasa RASA itu. that's why lahh kot. biarlah.

.sort of yikes.

i don't know why it felt so tired these previous day, i mean after the camping fr sure. padahal camping only fr 2days 1 night. plus, bukan mandy kat skola pn. siap balik uma azima g mandy. bahaha :)) uhuk. sore throat. i'm waiting fr my voice to completely change. but it doesn't. :disappointed: how come all this bloody stuff happened? argh.

Sijil Pelajaran Maaysia. let's counting the days. it's like around hundred ++ to SPM. and yet another burden came, "how about my future?" . i'm started to feel the pressure up in my head as it's going to explode.

*cmne kalau result teruk? haishh. mintak jaoh.

.

ohh. fenat. hv to think pasal exam AGAIN.

thing to do:
-folio addmath

berkampung.

yesterday we were having our annual camp. boleh dikatakan ta best.

TAPI.. uhuu. i cant believe this. as fr cooking competition, we've won. miahaha. yeah yeah i know. bukan sebab aku. sebab azima. huaaa. i'm proud of being her friend! lalala.

ohh. BTW, how pathetic! 7 orang dalam kereta. 3 kaly tembus pak guard. huaaa. ta kantoi LANGSUNG!

andd, yesterday Maizatul saw something in bio's lab toilet. no wonder lahh. toilet tuu guna once a year. ngegg.

pig.

hari ni aku pening kepala. aku tataw nape. andd aku tanak tahu kenapa. *ada tumor ke dalam otak?? ahhhh! mengarut!*. iya. mungkin excited nak camping. uh? boleh ulang? EXCITED NAK CAMPING. hell NO!. aku ta excited langsung nak camping. kenapa dua hari je? kenapa tade pintu gerbang? kenapa ta kena masak sendiri? kenapa? kenapa? aku ta paham la. apa mazhab camping yang cikgu-cikgu SRP ni pakai? pendek kata, aku dah PUAS camping! aku malas. aku malas. ulang lagy. AKU MALAS. iya. mungkin sbb dah jadik senior, so sukahati lah aku nak MALAS. haha. kalau bukan sebab pertandingan masakan *yang aku kebulo dr dulu nak masuk, akhirnya terlaksana!*, kalau bukan sebab tahun last, mungkin dah lama aku surrender dr camping ber-camping ni. aku CUBA pk, apa yang best nya camping tahun ni? tapi makin aku pk, makin aku ta jumpa jawapan. ntahla. aku cuma pk, yang ni je kenangan yang aku boleh simpan. lepas ni, mana ada dah! ohh. baju aku ta packing lagy, andd otak aku dah ta terdaya nak bergerak lagy. jom tydo! tehee :))

ini cake.ok.

i'm HIS servant.

"Ya Allah, walau ke mana jua Kau letakkan kami di dunia ini, jadikanlah kami sebagai asbab turunnya hidayahMu wahai Tuhan. Kurniakanlah hidayah pada kiri dan kanan kami"

Amat hina rasanya diri ini. Ya Allah, ampunkan dosa dosaku. Semoga ibadatku diterima. Ameen..

Aku sujud kepadaMu Ya Allah. Kurniakanlah apa yg terbaik buatku. Kau lah yang Maha Sempurna.

#at this particular moment, i felt empty.
#as a human being, we cannot run from making mistakes.

::LISTEN TO YOUR HEART::

azima.

ohh. well yeah. dearly Azima had turns 17 last Saturday. she's old enough ok. ahaha. crappy. call her Mama Zizi. and where the hell is Papa Q? ahhha. :P

Dear Amina,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
may Allah bless you with everything you do.
wish you luck in SPM08. peace! :PP

dont get me wrong.

seriously aku dh gyle cuak. tadi dalam kereta MAMA ZIZI pn dh sume keep busy talking about TRIAL. i'm so scared. trial is just a month to go and i'm just scared if the results are more worst than i got fr mid year paper. i just hope that whole things will end as soon as possible. I HAVE BUTTERFLIES FLYING IN MY STOMACH! ngegg

xtvt of Diva(s)

ohh. today we (aina, pinat, syerah, pijah, arina, azara, patin) went to azima's house right after school. MASAK TYME! best best BEST gyle! macam bukan budak SPM je. dok lepak2. dok galok2. haha. actualy practise fr camping pny. but then, ta bincang apa pn. masak masak dan makan MAKAN. hee :PP dapat makan waffle blueeeeeberry. huaaa. anyway idea BAIK pny! wait and seee. ntah jadik ke ta. HOPEFULLY jadik. huhu :) till then, gtg.

ps: *CANNOT GO!* HAHA

pelik gylos.

just now,
i receiced a msg from Doremon.

budak : weh. rashed accident.

me : dh 2 ape kaitan ngan aku lak? gagaga.

budak : Mane ah tawu.. kang kalo ko lak yg kne, abeh g2 ar.. org xtaw pon ko accident. at least, sedar ar bleh mati bile2. ni sombong, Allah balas bru tawu.

me : wawawa.g2 ke?ok2 fine. sowe. bkn sombong. aku cm plek ah, aku bkn baek ngat ngan dye plek a ttbe btw aku. erm terok ngat ke accident? [act,to make me sound nice]

budak : salam trtdo tyme bwk kete.. langgar divider kt tepi.. trok gak ah.. rashed xleh jalan. ankle die injured.

me : bohh gyle ngat bole ttydo lam kete. thp ahh. kem slm a kt rashed. ckp get well soon.


urm. mayb cara aku reply msj first tuu macam agak rude sket. tp bukan salah aku kot. sb aku rasa last year aku gaduh ngan rashed ta baek lagy. HAHA. *evil laugh*. lantak la. anyway, as a cutest niceness friend, i hope he'll get well soon. gagaga
*THE END*

it's not about me.

erm. aku ta suka orang yang ta rety nak hargai jasa orang lain. ok. bukan semua orang boleh tahan dengan DIA. in fact, sape yang suka DIA kn?? dengan mulutnya yang boleh dikatakan lancang. aku pn ta suka. tapi tanpa dia, siapalah kita. mayb DIA jarang dengan korang, korang kata DIA ta sumbangkan apa apa pn. korang kata korang dapat benda tuu pn bukan sebab DIA. kononya usaha sendiri la.

ps: aku kena marah lagy teruk. tapi aku ta pernah lupa jasa DIA ok. sebab aku pk, tanpa
DIA, semua ni aku takan dapat. nak involve pn belum tentu lagy boleh.

naphthalene

ohh lupe.
yesterday was my school's open day. uuu. my parents sure attend the day or shall i said that everything that involve me and my studies they'll sure come. or lebih tepat lagy, aku yang paksa. HAHA. in fact, i felt weird if my parents can't make it. blarghh. aku engat agy masa form 3 kot parents aku ta dapat datang sb g umrah. sebak gyle rasaa tengok parents orang lain datang. HAHA. seb bek ta nanges. *saje mengada*
anyway macam biasa,,
kena bebel pasal subject sc (fiz,kim,bio) cm cipan.
it's not that i'm not worry bout those subject.
tapiii kalau takdir dapat g2 nak wt macam mana.
takan nak tolak qada dan qadar. haha ececeh :PP

well, trial is on 25th AUGUST 2008.
damn it. frigging nervous. hv tho work more harder.

but HOW? >.<

lukaluke

i thought they're all like BB. haha.

terasa diri bertimbun dosa.

face the reality

kita ta boleh expect semua orang nak suka kita.
kadang2 hipokrit itu penting jugak.